He's online. Should I message him? Nahhhhh I don't want to be all clingy, but gosh I didn't speak to him today. I bet he's pissed.

I didn't get to finish my story though, the one with my 'close friend' and of course my ex-boyfriend. The fact that hurt me most was I never introduced her to him, she went all Kim Possible on me and searched hi up herself becoming quite close.

It didn't bother me at first but when they started dissing my parents 'together' I should of thought about it as a sign. Was he really for me? or did he actually play me? But he barely knew her. Like I said before they started talking after we started dating which was March 12 2015. The day I would never forget.

Him moving on didn't hurt me as much as my emotions did. Okayy, that came out wrong.

--AWKWARD

What I meant to say was that it didn't really get to me right away. After thinking at night how many problems I been in just to see or hear fro him messed me up, but there is a first time for everything right?

Which was even more embarrassing was that I was actually deciding if I would have intercourse with him. I know I know stupid me, but I didn't.

Thought about it again and I realized I was making a big  mistake. I was those girls that didn't believe in sex before marriage then tried to be the fool to go against my judgment.

Usually I was face palm myself right about now but I know what I should do. My boyfriend is online and we hadn't spoken all day so there was only one thing left..............

~~~TEXT HIM.